You are sitting with your cell phone staring at a text message you wrote to your ex hours ago. You debate whether to send it or not. You stare at your phone while your mind tells you to have more respect for yourself. You logically understand that sending the message is not going to make the situation any better – nor will it heal your pain. Then your heart enters the scene and overpowers your mind. Your heart says, “Go ahead, send it, you will feel better…temporarily at least.”
{ 11:56 PM }
I felt what is happening to me is good.
When somthing not so happy happen.. somthing good is coming...
I lost one and its not totally lose.
I am going to be stronger better thats for sure.
Have get use to it le....
{ 11:21 AM }
I just lost one and its only one.... there still so many. I can make one, i can make some more...
Just one and still so many...
Treasure.....
{ 11:19 AM }
Everything seems to repeat again and again....
4 years ago I lost my wallet and handphone, and was very upsad about a flower that i give to a girl she give it to somone else.. haha...
Soon after i went to Thailand Chiang Rai to do community service, an unforgettable trip
4 years later I felt hurt, this is much more painful than the last time. No matter how i try to overcome it is not working. This time i never lost my wallet and handphone. But my uncle did with me around. haha...
And now i am going to cambodia in December for community service again.
I beilive in my god somthing happen for a reason, If i think long terms wise it really benifits me. But i just could not get out of it. I know this will be good. I will be stronger and better after this.
{ 5:29 AM }
We have all been to those meetings where someone wants over 100%. Here's to achieving 103%. Here's a little math that might prove helpful in the future! What makes life 100% ??
If,
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26
then,
H A R D W O R K
8 1 18 4 23 15 18 11 = 98% Only
K N O W L E D G E
11 14 15 23 12 5 4 7 5 = 96% Only
but,
A T T I T U D E
1 20 20 9 20 21 4 5 = 100%
however,
B U L L S H I T
2 21 12 12 19 8 9 20 = 103%
{ 11:35 PM }
Today second day...
wake up 5:30, go out of house 6am, reach 8.30.
Do flash again... but slowly i know how to do.. but still not good...
They have a tea break welcomeing session today...
there is somthing intersting which is they talk about plane!
boeing 747 & Airbus 360 haha which is coming to singapore haha!
{ 10:30 PM }
15/10
My frist day of attachment...
hmm... i woke up 6am i left my house at 6.30 and reach SIA @ 8.30am...
very troublesome!!
Everyday i have to go pass 2 check points
When i reach the main gate i have to alight to change my pass wif my ic...
and need to take bus again...
when reach i have to wait for the HR deparment incharge to escort me in... (another gate)
I attended Safety Awareness Course today so that I might have a chance to go to the hanger where ppl repair the plane to take a look...
I also did flash and tats my attachment! very hard ahhh!
{ 10:06 PM }
After the tireding 6 months. This term I study and work together... and i cant get OFF often as there is always shortage of people.
Now finally I am quitting to concentrate on my attachment.
I have told them long time ago that i want to quit but till now...
AHHHHHHHH!
she say ok... to help her for this week. but today i still saw my name on the time table for next week.
Next week I not going le....
Next week is my last week of my holiday... i need full of rest.. and prepare for attachment...
AHHHHH!!!
{ 1:59 AM }
haha.. my result are out..
Computer maths & VB - B
Computer Modeling (3Ds Max) - B
Comptuer Animation - A
i felt wasted computer maths should get A!!
This term was really tireding...
I go School 5 days a week
AND
I work 5 days a week
and my result improved.
So i think i choose mme was right ba!
My GPA still have to improve... ahhh...
should have study hard in the frist year.
Jia You
{ 12:18 AM }
i want this 
i've got this